Hello World,
How have you been?
Wow it’s December again. We’re about to begin another new year soon. About a few years back I felt the passing of each month. So by the time we reached December, I would be prepared for the year to end and another to begin. The past 2-3 years though, went like a blur. One day it’s January, another day it’s somewhere in the middle like June, and then it’s December!
December used to be my favourite month in Shillong, when I was a child. Shillong had a certain charm that no other city has. It is a hilly place, so you could look down on some buildings and others would be way higher. In December, you could spot star shaped lamps hung outside every window. I used to find it magical. I thought if Shillong could be this pretty, bigger cities would be even crazier with their decorations.
I was wrong though. Big cities are glamourous but lack warmth. I realised it was December that I liked, it was Shillong in December that was magical. It won’t come back again now though. Oh well, I shouldn’t say ‘never’ because you never know!
Is it cold where you are? It is super windy and rainy here in Newcastle. Newcastle feels like the abroad version of Shillong. If I get a chance, I’d like to settle here.
I traveled to India in November. Oh how I missed home! I missed home so much that every time I closed my eyes I could see Kolkata, the streets, my neighbourhood, the shops, my family. On certain days, I would even get a whiff of the streets, of incense filled roads in evening, of the pollution too. It hurt so much when I had to leave. I hid my teary eyes by drawing my cap down. I want to live with my parents again.
Anyway, it’s always so nice to write. Today I will bake fish and potatoes. I’m very scared of microwaves and ovens. Don’t aske me why, I cannot explain it. Wish me luck. If I succeed, I will post photos the next time. Actually, you know what? I might make a food post next time! I will post photos of my cooking. I started cooking properly last year, at 26, I have come a long way now.
Please keep warm. When I’m down, lo-fi music and fairy lights cheer me up. When the world get cold, and colder, remember to keep yourself warm. Keeping yourself warm and being there for yourself, helps you go a long way in the never-ending journey of self-love.
Let’s catch up soon again. Happy Holidays!
Ankita
P.S. Here are some photos of my tiny tree and ornaments. 😀